My Experience of a Miscarriage from Tragedy to Triumph

If you have endured any type of abuse: whether it’s mentally, physically or emotionally. Suffered a miscarriage, this poem is dedicated to you. Do not suffer in silence, there are resources out there to regain your strength, speak your peace. You are EMPOWERED!


 
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As I lay here in excruciating pain
My energy I have yet to regain.
You left me here to miscarry.
I thought you were the man I was supposed to marry.
You said to forgive you, boy bye!
I will, but in my due time.
 
They said unforgiveness weakens the heart,
That’s why I will because it’s a start.
I hope your daughters don’t have to go through this hurt and pain
Funny how life has a way of changing lanes.
Fathers are supposed to uplift their daughters
To teach them that not all men are PAUPERS.
 
Love and forgiveness conquers all.
I am appalled that you don’t recall.
You have a mother and have sisters too.
You’re so heartless, KARMA will call you!
My poor baby, where did she go?
Up in heaven she’s an ANGEL yo!
 
My first baby, that’s who you’d be.
God said he has some plans for me.
Oh, don’t worry for all the times I’ve wept,
My dear Jesus said, my child you’re kept.
My friends cried and they stayed awake
Because only my life I wanted to take.
 
Oh no, I wasn’t going to cut my wrist,
just wanted to take pills to be in amidst of the clouds and heaven above,
just to watch my baby and be proud.
The devil, OH, you didn’t win,
thank GOD, you intervened.
This encounter has awakened me, there is a GOD because he sees.
 
My mama, sisters and my friends they kept me lifted up in the prayer threads
Life got me twisted, sad and blue, all these crazy thoughts within my head
He also knows what is best
that is why he have put me to the test.
That ole boy, was not meant to be,
That’s why GOD took the pregnancy.
 
He showed me all of the signs and also had me realize.
He said, “My child, how dare you doubt me.”
Did you forget that patience is a virtue?
I lay awake, can’t sleep at night
I don’t know why, sometimes I cry.
He’s at it again, devil you are a LIE!
 
I didn’t lose a soul, yet I gained an angel above
You graced my heart and blessed my life, that’s why I’m filled with so much love
I know you would be kind and such
I wouldn’t have to ask for much. 
My whole life has turned upside down,
Knowing that you will not be around. 
 
Heavenly father how can this be. 
Why did this have to happen to me? 
I can’t eat and I cannot sleep
I will be waiting until we meet.
Oh boy this anxiety have me oppressed, I am sick and tired of being depressed.
Shutting off society, I think I may need some privacy
 
I am encouraged, ‘n I’m staying strong
For God he knows, where I belong.
Nadean J. Barton

Peace I leave with you; my peace I give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid
John 14:27
RESOURCES
National Domestic Violence Hotline: 1- [800]-799-7233
Military One Source: 1[800] 342-9647 [For Veterans]
Nation Alliance on Mental Ilness:www.nami.org
Support Group: Women Healing, Women Nation
[web] www.surviving2thriving.org
https://inspireforpurpose.com
 
God bless all of you in your Journey!!
You are a Diamond
Nina Grace, I wanted you and was looking forward in meeting you

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